So I got my second part time job to support my family and also my career as an artist. You know these days artist need to spend lots of money on material, on trade shows, Gallery rentals, Websites and..... So, seriously how can you apply your creativity with jobs don't relate to art that much??? ...........I know,...I am in a bad mood today especially after the article I read in http://emptyeasel.com/ about hundreds of artists approaching galleries every week and galleries don't even look at their portfolio, it just sad.
After I practiced some breathing techniques I realize I should be thankful, at least my two part time job somehow help me artistically. I work at the library and all reference art books are available to me and I work in a beauty boutique as a makeup artist so free face canvas as I call my clients.
every artist need to be positive and focused so we can get inspired for our next work of art by noticing everything surrounds us, so I f I put it this way a day job or two! is not so bad after all!!!!

Fiction or not?

While I was driving home yesterday, I couldn't stop thinking about the book I am listening to lately. One Fifth Avenue (Candace Bushnell), You know I listen to most book most nonfiction, sometimes fiction, than reading it. It saves time. So, this is the life of rich and famous in dream city New york, I thought to myself. I visited New york more than 10 times , I am always fascinate by how this big Ugly, Smelly City is Magical and how I love being there.
Anyhow, I was thinking if I wanted to be one of the characters in the book, whom I might be?

• Shifter Diamond , the middle age actress.


• Mindy Gooch, the middle age B.....


• Lola, the young stupid and spoiled girl.


• or my favorite character Annalisa Rice, the beautiful, intelligent and kind.

Ha??????mmmm!

Creativity a "Gift" or "Flaw"?

Have you ever thought that your creativity cost much? I have.Your constant thinking about the things you want to paint, make or write or.....Sometimes I get crazy and get headache from it.I get up at 7:45 am, I have million things to do but my thoughts about my art don't let go. On my mind I either sketch my new painting, designing jewelleries or believe it or not writing a novel! For God sake, English is not even my first language(I know even after 13 years living in Canada my English is not perfect but I think and also dream in English!!!).But sometimes I need to sit down in the middle of the day and write down everything that is in my mind or sketch, so I can continue to deal with everything else(kids,husband,work,dog, house,cooking.......life).